ya know. i should just really let him be who is. *about evan of course* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

a few yrs. ago my bar friend Lou and I were talking about this. and she said that. and ya know she's right. I used to think that 1: all that meant was.uh. letting people do what they wanted w/o taking over and B: that I was good at it.

yeah well turns out i'm not. I bring these things up bc I know he can do better I know he has potential. but maybe I shouldn't. we'd have fewer less problems if I didn't. which means I would.

yeah but knowing me I might not do that. I just never let things be ya know?