maybe they're right. maybe there is something the matter w/ me. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

I jut don't see how a world that makes such wonderful things could be bad. no I know how. I just don't like it.

copied from my FB: 'and maybe i'm not ready to surface. it means i'll have to breathe [metaphorically speaking] and that mean it's all over. frankly i prefer staying in the ocean even though there's only one other person here and they're miles away. so i'm lost at sea cause i'm not ready to surface. it's my ocean. i won't let anyone else get that close though maybe i should. i'm like the lady poseidon.'

oh, also. we both lie silently still in the dead of the night although we both lie close together we feel miles apart inside