if he wanted to get at me. he would've by now. *on my ex* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so last Sept. I shot him an email stating that if he wanted to get coffee or lunch or w/e let me know. I told him i'd moved and I told him about Pat's um. having died and that was it.

And his reply wasn't civil. I still haven't read all of it. i'm not ready to. but it began w/ something like 'ok don't tell me you.........' yeah that doesn't sound good. I was perfectly lovely and civil.

i'm pretty sure I saw him 5 months ago tomorrow. he'll be 31 the 9th.

and honestly. if he wanted to get at me then I think he would've by now.