so i don't want her cooking for me. and. it's too hot. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

not my sister I mean. Stephanie the lady i'm living w/.

I know it's weird i'm stating this given that. 77F is cold to me. but it's too hot to cook. Even though aside from my room the rest of the house is cold in the 60's. But it seems weird to me that people cook like. at 5 p.m. in the summer. it's like ok if it's already warm seems weird you'd want to be warmer. which. happens when people cook. I actually eat less in the summer [or at least during the day] for this v. reason. I don't want to be warmer if i'm already plenty warm. It's how I get when I get feverish. and then i'm hot all the damn time. it's like 'well I could microwave something no then i'd just be warmer'. [either that or it's an excuse not to eat. as much. um......well.........]

That's only part of it. The main thing is I really don't want her cooking for me. like, at all. I know it's part of her job - like her actual literal job - but I just. idk it comes off as clingy, honestly. like if I want something to eat i'll get it. [well actually I might not]. no it's just. if we solve that issue then things are boring. and I really don't like dull.

Yeah so on that note the food one. so the other day I was visiting day programs and the guy was talking about lunch. and it's like um. I don't eat. lunch. no I really don't. and I don't eat breakfast either. not that I ever wake up in time for breakfast and when i'm up at that hr. it means I've not gone to sleep yet.