so i think my sister used to do pot in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

but I don't know. I mean I don't like. care or anything.

yeah so on Wed. when we're coming back from the mtns. [my god it's cold up there] I ask her what she remember about that night [the night of my dad's car accident 10 yrs. ago this coming xmas eve. it's, not something I talk much about] and she's like 'well all I remember is Mom coming into my room and telling me she was going to the hospital. and then I smoked a bowl and went to bed. but marijuana's legal now, so'. I, don't know how that last sentence correlates.

But usually when people refer to smoking a bowl they mean pot. not coke which she used to do. She doesn't talk about it. And I don't bring it up.

This is interesting since I thought she was so against like. anyone using drugs ever. Like I thought if she knew if i've done pot she'd be all 'omygod no' and try to take control and get involved and everything. and even if I still was [no i haven't smoked in over a yr. actually] she'd be that way. I've done stuff. I mean I've never done hard drugs. I've done nutmeg, pot, hookah uh........and I still consider myself an alcoholic.