yeah so i'll be 27 soon. and birthdays. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so like I put i'll be 27 soon. i really don't want to be 27. 2 reasons A: all the greats died at 27. Morrison, Joplin, Hendrix, Cobain and uh.........someone else. omygod who was it?

and 2: it brings me closer to 30. and i really don't want to be 30. i want to stay 29 forever although i'm not yet. like. if there was some way ffor me to keep having birthdays but be the same age and the same calander yr. then i'm ok w/ that.

ya know. birthdays don't have the same appeal they once did. i seem to vaguely recall a feeling of being all excited i was going to have a party. when i was little. and now it's like. oh i'm getting older. i don't really like that plan. and also. i don't have parties any more i have get togethers. yeah evan just turned 29 next [er. 'next'. sorry i meant last month. yeah there we go. er, 'last' month. ok so he turned 29 in june. that's better] and he felt the same way.

25 was my best yr. and also the hardest. i'd give anything to be 25 again. it's a good yr. enjoy it damnit! 17 was another hardest. er i mean another one of the hardest.