april 10, 2012* in The Wonderland Years: 2012: 1/2 done

'well. more of the symptoms are presenting themselves 3 more.

8........er, '8'. wow...........and that has nothing to do w/ this entry. [i'm blazed right now]..............wow.just.wow.

Currently: 10:20 p.m.

uhm...................  [well i'm off to a great start aren't i].

so. as put.

More of the symptoms are presenting themselves. ovary pain, kidney pain and. leg pain. but not the 'normal-standard' leg pain. it's more in one area in my calves. The former 2 def. top it...........that's when it's like ohhhhhhhh............crap. oh and in my face you can feel how thin i've gotten.

yeah and i look smaller. either my boobs actually are or my perception is skewed. [well fuk. of course my perception is skewed if i've a damn eating disorder].

and i'm always so damn tired. i get this tired to conserve energy. yeah but for what? that's what i don't understand.

and i wish i did.