nov. 5, 2012 in The Wonderland Years: 2012: 1/2 done

'Yeah so he got here at midnight30 last.........um........Tues. and it's now 7 a.m. the following Monday. morning. [obviously morning]. It's been nice, for the most part. Over the weekend we had a fight about. something of course I don't recall now. I remember part of it. I was all upset about something or other. and he tried to help by fixing it and I told him I don't always want things to be fixed I want to be listened and understood and cared for. which he does and he is. i mean/t. when I'm upset.

so then I went into my room and it went back and forth like this. oh. i was in the living room. Part of the reason I went into my room was cause the reason we were fighting was I was bored. yeah. and so i'm like well that's not really a real reason. and so went into my room collected myself.

Um. at some point he asked if I wanted to end us. and i'm like 'well you know where the door is' 'ok'. I was honestly wondering if he'd go so far as to actually leave. he didn't. I was in my room upset and hoping this wouldn't be the end of us.

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