Crying for a baby in Just Life

My biological clock has been absolutely driving me nuts since the miscarriage. It keeps crying for a baby. I keep telling it shut up you had one last month calm down. I see babies and I just want to cuddle them. I obviously dont just walk up the cuddle strangers babies that just weird but God knows I crave to hold a child. My biological clock is illogical. You tell it you can’t afford a kid and every month when I dont give it one it tears up my insides to try again. The biological clock is persistent and it gets louder when you get older. Pms is just a temper tantrum.