helpless, in the words of neil young. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

well I have news.

So ever since my roommate Christopher got back from the hospital he. well yesterday and today he hasn't been doing well. it's not as bad as I'm making it out to be honestly. But Stephanie's the main person right now who's taking care of him. And he can't get up on his own. cause of his TBI. so she hasn't been able to lift him.

She's taking it day by day. If she continues to be unable to lift him he won't be able to live w/ us. He'll be alrite. wherever he is. [well I think he'll be. I don't actually know he'll be]. But for her it's more of an emotional thing. bc she was hoping he'll be able to stay w/ us longer. Now he might still be able to we don't know. She's disheartened bc he seems like a really good guy, really nice. funny good natured. The 'worst' part about him is that he's loud at times.

We were talking about this and I told her 'I don't know what to say'. well there's really not much for me to say. or do. It's not about the amount of words that come out of your mouth as it is how they make someone feel. Ya know that's why I like tulips. and seahorses. cause they're simple and content in that.

But I'm not as content as a tulip. When things like this happen I just feel so helpless.