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Today feels weird. I suppose it is because I am playing the waiting game. I am waiting to hear if I am the selected candidate for the full-time position that I interviewed for. Will something positive happen for me or nah? I at least know that I will be contacted either way.

I woke up at 5:20 am this morning. My sleep pattern is back to normal since I started drinking this mushroom coffee. If I can afford things again I will get one without caffeine. It is quite expensive.

I don’t know what to do with myself today. I have a litany of things that I want to do but I don’t feel like doing anything. I’ll force myself to be productive/creative today. My mind is also not even overthinking anything. Nothing feels heavy. I don’t know what to do when things are calm, apparently.

Today is day one of my 5 day weekend so I can just relax, I suppose. I already did a detox bath. I added Borax this round and it was very effective. It made the water feel soft also. Anyway, I’m making my lunch and then I guess I will try to read.