Just Plain Worn Out in Hello

Not much sleep Sunday into Monday. Dozed off last night at some point but didn’t sleep much. Woke up around 1:30 AM and have been up since. It’s 2:51 PM.

Saw the lawyer this morning to fill out the mental health paperwork. I asked him if my psychiatrist ever got in touch with him about my assessment and diagnostic list.

OF FUCKING COURSE SHE DIDN’T!!!

I’ve been in a real bad mood since. Why do I waste my money on that useless fucking bitch? I’m going by her office tomorrow to find out what gives then cancel my appointment with her next week. This is the last god damn time I deal with her.

The lawyer highly recommended the state run facility. If I am approved for mental health court I can 100% guarantee I’ll have to go to the out patient rehab there so fuck it, I’ll make an appointment tomorrow.

After his office mom and I went to Metro Diner for breakfast. Got the shrimp and grits again. Twas good. She went to TJ Max to browse then we were off to Publix from there for fajita ingredients then finally home. All in all three and a half hours. I was beat. Came home, stretched out on the couch for a nap and…WIDE AWAKE AGAIN.

It was only after getting comfortable did I realize I still needed to go to the bank. 🤦‍♂️. I had to deposit cash into my savings.

Anyways, I’m finally home with the added bonus of a Mt. Dew Icee. I am so damn tired but still can’t sleep. 😬🥱🤬

Oh ya, got a new phone yesterday. I like it.

I am not leaving the house again till tomorrow. I’m not getting off this couch until it’s time to cook or I have to piss. I really just want to go burn things down being this tired, annoyed and still very angry.