my comfort zone in keeping it postive

Basically it's HOME. Although I live in NYC, and am aware of all the cultural activities, I love being home. I read, I play on the computer... repeat.

I love being out, but it's the GETTING out that's difficult. It's so easy to just lie back and read... and read... and snack... and nap... You can see where this is going.

A friend told me about a harbor cruise - 3 hours, with food, dancing... It's for people younger than I am - 30's to 50's - so I cannot expect to find the love of my life.. or even Mr. Right Now.

One problem is that I probably will have worked that day... but that is probably true for everyone there. And usually, unless I am having an amazing time... I keep thinking, I'd rather be home reading my book...

And since it will end around 11 p.m. and FAR from where I live, I figure I'll have to take a cab home.

SO far outside my comfort zone....hmmm.