Manic Monday in Current Events

Today I am almost feeling blissed out. I feel like I have all the luck, love and lollipops on my side. I haven’t felt this since… well, they call it a spiritual awakening. I don’t have the requisite energy to describe what that is in down-to-earth terms today.

Yesterday was not a very good one. I had a headache the whole day, for starters. I’m not a headache kind of guy. I blame the homemade Cranio cradle. It also makes the muscles in my neck sore and tender which is probably the point. My mother and I were supposed to get together yesterday but she ended up needing me to take her to urgent care. Nothing serious but it still shakes me to my core whenever she needs me to do that for her. Not that I want to make her health crisis all about me [Pause For Laughter] but I still have been manifesting things in the worst way. I have been so careful with what I say. On Saturday when I had my anxiety attack I put it out there that I need more income. I am not desperate enough for an inheritance. No mam. Astrologically speaking, I have the best rising for what is happening right now. My tenth house is getting all of the action.

When I picked my mother up she had a few things for me. She gave me some cash from my grandmother. It was unexpected. I take her grocery shopping whenever my mother needs me to so she wanted to show me her gratitude. My mother also asked me if I could support her with that indefinitely by alternating with her in taking my grandmother shopping. Sure, we could do pick-up and even delivery but this is her day out of the house. My mother also gave me a book about mindfulness. That is exactly what my current project is. Then a gemstone that she felt a connection with when she was in B.C. It made her think of me, it is one for abundance. I will take this all as the universe fulfilling my manifestation. Also, I was offered an extra shift. It’s been 84 years… However, something bad has to happen to somebody else on my team for us to get offered extra hours. This is what I mean when I say that I manifest things in the worst way.

I had a good shift today, short as it was. I got to do my favourite task and also socialize with the ladies that work the front. Most of it was with Theresa. She has to be a Libra moon or rising. She’s going to try real hard to get the time she was born for me so that I can get her birth chart and go over it with her.

I did not get a good sleep as per usual. Ever since I quit coffee. Still! I stood a chance last night because of my headache but my phone went off multiple times. Somebody kept trying to buzz into the building. Turned out to be the police but I didn’t let them in. They have been coming here so often and I suspect it is because of the psycho Karen upstairs. I’m not white enough to feel safe when police are around. Especially after they traumatized me when I was 19. They arrested me for no reason. Drove me around in -40c without a coat and their windows rolled down telling me to confess to something that I didn’t do. Locked me in a holding cell for ten hours and wouldn’t let me use a bathroom without confessing. I didn’t confess to anything thank god. I could have had a criminal record right now.

Anyway, I suppose I should try and take a quick nap before I tackle the rest of the day.