What Will Be Next? in Me Being Me

Revised: 04/05/2023 7:57 a.m.

  • April 5, 2023, 2 a.m.
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Yesterday late in the day around 6:30 pm the landlady phones me and tells me she can hear my TV. I explain to her that because of the ear wax build up I have i can’t hear the TV otherwise and she told me to either turn it down or turn it off. Then I told her I won’t hear oit at all. So I ended up turning on the closed caption and turning the volume to zero. But the thing is when I am doing something I can’t hear the TV. So that doesn’t work well at all.
And then she starts in on me about that I can move or she will evict me. So now I am so scared and worried that she will evict me and I will be homeless.
So let’s see…I am either too cold or too hot with the tempature because she is too cheap for me to be confortable. So i had to buy a heated vest to be confortable and depending on when I wakre up I only have so long before the batter stops working and has to be charged and that often takes all day. And then I can’t light my candles and nothing has gotten fixedlike she said she was going to fix it. But then I don’t want her to fix anything because she won’t get it fixed right or with the right parts. And all the parts she does use are not new they are used.

The landlady did ask me when I was going to the ENT and I toild her near the end of April and she didn’t give me any slack and just told me I can not whatchh TV with sound till I get the wax out of my ears. And then because she got pissed of at me trying to give my case she turned off the internet for about an hour.
So when hubby came home from work he went to talk to her and told her I am getting some head phones but they will be for the TV in my bedroom so hubby suggested I turn on the living room TV and use the head phoines for my TV so then I can hear the TV. I don’t think I should have to do all of this just to have any entertainment. I wonder whgat will be the next thing she tells me I can’t do? But the thing is if I report her not only will I be asking for a years worth of rent but she will have to fix everything even though she sais it’s not a big deal or is really that bad. And things are getting really bad and I just hope they don’t get much worse where this place will be condemed. Then for sure I will be homeless.
Int the nine or ten years that I have been here I have told her when things need to be fixed and when things need to be replaced and I have always paid my rent on time and when I do something for her like when she tells me to clean something or whatever I do it right away. But when I ask her to do something she waits sometimes weeks and months or she doesn’t fix it at all.
But wait till I finally do move out. This place will be needing new everything because I will not be cleaning anything..nothing. And the damage deposit won’t be enough to cover the damage I have done.
I use to have my homes spotless and always clean but since I have moved here I don’t clean anything in a timely manner I clean it when I feel like it and it could be dirty for more then a year. Then when she does come down she tells me to clean it and I just tell her it’s on my list to do and leave it at that.
I have stopped cleaning the bathroom anand the tiles floors and as for the counter I ususally wait till I have to remove everything to clean ithem and hubby does the floors and cleans the toilet. But I don’t see why I should be cleaning anything when nothing in here gets maintained so it workks better. And I refuse to be using anything llike duct tape to fix things because they don’t stay taped and the things just fall off. So she will have to figure away how to fix coving the pipes.
I figure I have spent something like $300.00 out of my own money to have things working and for me to be comfortable. And the latest cost is more then $50.00 for my head phones
Anyways enough about this....

Onto something else…

Today I get to go to the dentist and then deposit a cheque into my bank account and then I will come home soemtime early afternoon. There will be no nap so right after dinner I will be going to bed and try to sleep through the night. And then later I need to phone the covid people and ask them what the regualtion for the booster that has come out because they said if you had covid you might not need the booster so I want to find out for sure.
And then either tomorrow or the next day I need to do another in line grocery shop for mainly fruit and some odds and ends.
And then tomorrow I am having a phone appointment with my GP and I also need to make an appointment to get the wax out of my ears and then at the end of the month go for a hearing test. And I need to ask about something that works better then baby oil and something that will regualte my body tempature. And find out if some of my pills are giving me side effects and what I can do about them.

Onto something else…

Dinner tonight I am thinking chicken or pork chops with some sort of pasta and fresh vegetables. I am thinking carrots or brocoli.
Other then that not much is going to happen and hopefully me not being here and not whatching TV will shut the idiot up. And I will not be wahching Tv till I get my head phones so i will be missing all of my shows. But the news I will be whatching because it’s the only way I know what is going on in the world.

Onto something else....

I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.


Last updated April 05, 2023


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