Confidence in My this and that

Today I am thankful for the confidence I feel.

Things have been slow around here in my life lately, but I'm REALLY enjoying it. It gives me a chance to breathe and relax and do things I want to do. I know it sounds weird but I cleaned my fridge out the other day, and I WANTED to. Yesterday I cleaned and organized my "tupperware" cupboard and got rid of stuff and I WANTED to. It feels good to do these types of small projects around the home. When I get busy the cleaning goes to crap because by the time I get home I'm tired, or I really just don't want to keep working, and so stuff gets cluttered and the floors stay dirtier for longer. I like walking into a clean kitchen!

I don't know why, but I feel beautiful lately. After all that time of stressing about how I looked before the reunion, now it's like my mind and body is taking a deep breath and exhaling all that negativity I was placing on myself.