New Year in Current Events

I have a severe case of LBS (Little Bitch Syndrome). I am going to make it a point to talk to my roommate this weekend. I will channel this Aires New Moon and grow a pair. She really has no reason to know anything because I have never communicated anything to her. I have been passive-aggressive with a clueless person. I also don’t like that I am creating an enemy with my friend. She is my friend and I do care about her.

Things that I like about living with Toni

• She restructured her entire diet to be accommodating to me. I am a vegan, she is not. This is a big deal. She learned how to cook and bake vegan. She didn’t expect to experience any benefits from my lifestyle but once she got a taste so she went all in. At least, at home.

• She doesn’t take up a lot of space. She doesn’t take up any space. Almost everything in the apartment is mine and she has barely added to it. She added a framed picture of the cat she was catsitting who passed away and a centrepiece from a wedding she went to. It’s a vase with some fake plants in it. I hate it but I found a place for it.

• She is quiet. It’s almost like she isn’t even here. We can go weeks without interacting and it isn’t awkward.

• She doesn’t invite people over. She absolutely can but just doesn’t.

Anyway, yesterday ended with me in a bad mood. I was triggered by the usual. I didn’t know what I was getting into when I moved in with Toni but I did know when I renewed the lease with her so shame on me. I shouldn’t complain and lord knows I am tired of complaining. My day yesterday started beautifully. I had said recently that nothing can stir up my insides but I connected to the esoteric, occultist (hidden knowledge), teachings and felt alive inside.

Today I had a shift and my delusion was crushed that we would be getting more hours once we start spring. We were informed that next week two members of my team transfer to work seasonal for a few months and we part-timers still aren’t being given so much as a full shift. This isn’t going to be manageable for us as a whole. They didn’t give us extra service hours. Nothing about what we are doing is normal and nobody seems to have any answers. My boss’s boss is coming next week and I hope we cross paths so I can talk to him about various things. I have the nerve to ask, on behalf of the rest of us, about what is going on. He and Ryan, the operations manager, explained how we are expanding and we started to staff for it and then everything dropped to this. No explanation, there is no end in sight. I suspect that it has to do with the minimum wage going up. It goes up over a dollar. That is insane. Staffing and prices will be affected everywhere. Those with extra chromosomes don’t understand how this is not our saving grace but a detriment.

So I spent today feeling a little stressed. I didn’t want to have to start looking for another job but I think I just might have to. I had convinced myself that I could create a second gig but I can’t seem to follow through. Honestly, an online buddy of mine made 50k on YouTube last year. He doesn’t even have much of a following. I think I’ll just bite the bullet tomorrow and start. I have to learn how to protect myself online first. Will a VPN be enough? I just watched a Muslim woman who lives in the UK… ugh, man, she was exposing a trans influencer who is grooming children on his Patreon and the woke supremacists got to her. They DM’d her the location of her kid’s school and threatened them. She backed down. In the UK, she might even be charged with hate speech. There is a lack of self-awareness all around but the left is clueless about their actions. In regards to this movement, my generation fought for women’s spaces and opportunities and for people’s right to be gay and to be trans. This trans woman is a real woman movement erases all of that. My content is going to have to intersect with politics. I won’t be palatable for the far-left or the self-right. Well, with Pluto finally leaving Capricorn, officially! As of today, this is a great opportunity to be trying to get attention for my rising sign. A breath of fresh air for me because of my heavy Capricorn placements. Fun fact, the world’s deadliest cult leaders were Taurus risings like myself. #NotGoals

Speaking of Pluto leaving Capricorn today, I decided to have a stiff drink tonight. It’s been 15 years of us going through it. Especially from 2017 and on. My whole world fell apart at that time. Capricorn had the whole mafia against them. It will retrograde back in June until the rest of the year when it’s up and out of there in 2024. This is going to be a wild ride for everybody. The last time Pluto was in Aquarius was in 1778 - 1789. America fought their revolution. France did as well. Draconian laws will be implemented but this is when we don’t stand for them. I predict that we will have to lose everything first. I can see that the left is destabilizing our governments right now but it is the conservatives who will hand us over to that Orwellian nightmare we were warned about, imo. The enemy plays both sides. It’s just the standard problem-reaction-solution. We shall see how the next election cycles turn out. The self-right wants everything the left wants, just their way. #BigGovSucks

At work, my team works in the store but we are not of the store. It is a complicated relationship but I can apply to work for the store. I would get hired very quickly because my team is in high demand because we work very hard and very well. I’m also one of the biggest personalities there, most people love me. This is if I wanted full-time bad enough. I could even do that and still apply for full-time the next time my team has an opening. Decisions decisions. I don’t want to do customer service, people suck. The reason I don’t want to let this job go is that they didn’t implement the con-19 vaccine. Cannibalizing the cells and tissues of babies to ward off virus possession is just not my spiritual practice.

There is a new guy in the hardware department. He’s a tall blonde with an athletic build. Thick butt and a tiny waste. I have been avoiding him but he caught me off guard and struck up a conversation with me. Dammit man, I don’t want to be smitten. We started talking about school, he is getting into physio. I am getting into naturopathic. He didn’t know what that was and once you get me started I can’t stop. I managed to stop. I could tell that I made no sense. Do I use too many big words or something? I don’t get it. I get that fluoride stare. It is an objective fact that there is no isolated virus of any kind and no study that has successfully replicated disease with one. Stefan Lanka did a checkmate on germ theory when he replicated the isolation process but left out the “sick sample” that contained the “virus” and got the exact same result proving that the “sick sample” does not do anything. Toxic waste and nutritional deficiencies do it all. Disease is not caught it is created.

Blah, anyway. The stiff drink did its job. I have a long weekend, as usual. With my two shifts a week. Tomorrow I will take action. I will channel this aires new moon while I still can and take action. The moment I pulled up at home my phone rang. The Amazon drivers do not know how to get into my building. I got my sheets for my little binder. A day planner and financial planner. It’s the real New Year after all. The sun of God is born again in March, the spring solstice. The Bible is astrology, it’s so painfully obvious. Anyway, it’s a good time to bring up that New Year New Me energy.