*Punches Husband In The Face* in 2014

Miley is still good at bedtime, but now shes getting up with nightmares a lot -_- Shes terrified of bugs and shes seeing them in her room and all that. Its a fun time... not. I keep trying to make light of bugs. Ya know, like say they help the environment etc, tell her dragon flies eat the mosquitoes and all that. Nope, she doesn't care.

Evelyn is Evelyn.

Chris is a dick. I will elaborate on that one even though I'm sure you all know what I'm about to say. lol. I had a wedding to shoot on Saturday. Friday night the kids were doing their usual crap by waking up in the middle of the night. I kept getting up, so did Chris, hes usually great at getting up in the night to help me. But he has less patience than I do. I kept asking him to get up because I really needed sleep, I was to be at this wedding for 12 fuckin hours + so I needed rest. Its my job, after all.

Well that morning (Saturday) I asked him to watch the kids bc I needed some extra sleep, he watch them/fought with them for an hour until I finally got up. He didn't even feed them because he was so tired. Well thanks, so am I, and I have to do this wedding!! He was pissed because I got to sleep in. Sorry sir, no I did not. I had to get up and feed them bc you were sleeping on the couch. Asshole. Also in the middle of the night I got my period, and it was full force with crazy painful cramps and nausea and a headache backache the whole fucking thing of course.

We got into a fight because he figured since I was gone all day and he had to watch the kids that he should be able to sleep, and I thought that I should be able to rest because I had a long day of wedding photography ahead of me. Long story short, I called my mom to come and get the girls because clearly it wasn't something he could handle that day... which also pissed him off so whatever.

I was so tired all day I thought I could cry. The bride noticed, which is fucking awesome:( :( She mentioned that it didn't look like I wanted to be there. Nice. Thanks Chris. Word of mouth in a small town and I might not book any more weddings because of this stunt. Excellent.

I told my mom and dad that day that I no longer wanted to be with Chris. I told them that I had no interest being with someone who consistently disappoints me and my kids. So now they know where we stand. She didn't really know up until this point. My dad told me to do what I had to do. I'm sure my mom will push for us to stay together. For the kids... yeah... because that is going so well.

Neither of us wear our rings anymore. Pretty sure now we are just coasting. I'm truly just staying focused on my kids and whats best for them at this time. Miley spent last week (9:30-12am) at Pirate Camp, and she loved it. This week shes got a reading club, polymer clay club, wii club, beading club and some other thing to do :) She thrives off a schedule and I think this is really helping our situation with her. I have no time to worry about Chris right now.

I have to get back to some editing and I'm trying to do an amazing job at this wedding because the bride had made that comment. She said she knew I would produce great photos but was concerned that I just didn't want to be there anymore.

Fuck. Oh well thats all over and done with. Future weddings I shoot, I will stay somewhere else that night.

Kristen <3