Insomnia (Hardly Knew Ya!) in Hello

3:11 AM. I’ve been up since....fuck I don’t remember. My eyes are still burning even after putting in some drops.

I’m up watching Icons on Vice. This one’s about Marvel trying to get films made. Lawd, I almost forgot Dr. Strange had a terrible made for tv movie in the 70’s.

Just ate a snack of Irish cheddar and some uncured dry salami. I haven’t eaten since like 5:30 in the evening. Mom got her state taxes in so we went to Ichiban for some hibachi grill. The two elderly folk that were seated next to us would NOT. SHUT. UP! Just yak yak yak throughout the whole time. I seriously wanted to throw my plate at them. Like, I’m trying to enjoy the chef spin his spatulas around and set the grill top on fire. Hush! Regardless the food was so good! Was so stuffed after that I just recently got a bit hungry.

Dunno why I can’t sleep. I’m tired, not plagued by racing thoughts or anything mental. Just…here?

I’d take something for sleep but it’s way too late. I’d end up sleeping the afternoon/evening away. I’m thinking a cold rag over my eyes is in order. Probably doesn’t help I keep rubbing them…

Oh ya, I mentioned to Dr. Gilbert about needing the assessment and list of my crazy. Gave her the number to the lawyer (at her request) so I’ll let them sort that out. I’ll leave her office a message later this week to see if everything is taken care of. In order to see my councilor Michelle…I have to go to AA and get a sponsor. FUCK!