Day Unknown in Groovy's Life 1

Still here, just existing.

Too cowardly to pull the trigger, mentally unstable, not seeking attention, drowning myself in my own thoughts of not existing.

Why live!!??
Why??!!
Why wont I just die!?!?

Im sorry I cannot do enough for my wife.
Im sorry I cannot do enough for my mother.
Im sorry I cannot do enough for my brother.

I am so so so sorry.

When will I just end…