Why I Can't Move Yet in Me Being Me

People have said that I need to move. And they are right but with the prices of rent orwhere I want to live I just can’t afford it. And we need at least a two bedroom place but a three bederoom would be better so the rent can be divided by three.
This is what I found for places for rent in my city and then you will see why I can’t move.

https://www.zumper.com/apartments-for-rent/surrey-bc?sort=price&box=-122.83810520016927,49.072566719244605,-122.75773668311135,49.13159290724576

Rent is like this all over B.C. so it wouldn’t matter where I lived and I still can’t afford to move.
This place where I am would be good for a lot more years but things need to get fixed so eventually I will be moving.

I need to appologize to you all because of my complaining and not doing anything about it I just want to say I am sorry but I don’t know any other way to try to get things fixed and I write about how I am feeling and try to figure out a way to get better and to forget. But the thing is when I dio ask questions of how you would do things I get no answers so I am left doing all the leg work myself and trying to figure out the best way to get things fixed. But it’s hard when the person fixing it only does a bandaid type of job and things break again. So you can see the frustrations I have just knowing things are not fixed right.
I really need to stop complaining and accept the fact that the person who fixes things around here is an idiot and cheap. And go on with my day.

Onto something else…

I talked to my son yesterday and asked him what he wants for his birthday dinner and he said steak and perogies and carrots so I will do that. I am really looking forward for him to come and spend some time here. It’s never enough but I take what I can get. I wish he could live here then the rent would be something he can actually afford. And I know according to the law he can live here if he pays his share of the rent. I don’t understand why the landlady won’t let him. But when I do move I will be looking for a three bedroom so he can move with us.

Onto something else....

Dinner tonight will be pork chops and rice and some sort of vegetable.
and the rest of the day I will do whatever domestic work I have that I didn’t do yesterday plus I have some birthday gifts to wrap.
Other then that not much…
I will stop here…
Do Have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated March 17, 2023