Last official part of grieving process to come in Torridaussity Two

Today there was a hiatus in the "official grieving process" due to the holiday and it being a week day. Tomorrow will be my grandmother's memorial service at her church. One hour prior to the service is a time for friends and distant relatives to come and express their sympathy. Her actual viewing and burial were immediate family only. I will be glad when tomorrow is over because I can begin the healing and moving on process. Today was spent with my parents, brother, my grandfather on my mom's side and his girl friend. We had a picnic and just recuperated from all that has happened this week. I want to thank all of you for your thoughts, prayers, hugs, and sympathy during this time. Each one of your comments helped to make me feel better. I am definitely re-evaluating life at the moment and those people who deserve and don't deserve to be in it. One or 2 are so close on the chopping block they may not make it. I was and have been struggling with feeling depressed and I don't want to slip any further so I am taking back my life from those 2 and anyone else who doesn't want my best interests. I want/need to be happy and right now that is especially difficult and that's why I am debating cutting people from my life. Well it is almost midnight and although tomorrow is not a super early start, I am tired. Thanks again all for showing me love and support <3