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My google drive filled up and it tells me I have 12 gigs of photos saved and have to delete some. Which is silly because i have a program that backs up my phones. But for some reason, google drive is backing up from my phone?

I came across some well a LOT of the one friend ive had in adulthood.
Made me sad. I dont have that friend anymore. We were close for a year.

And now nothing.

Its impossible to make friends as a weird adult… My coworkers are great and they like me and i like them. But no one clamors to do things after woork lol.

Ive had a friend. And that got fucked up.
I miss having someone to text my photos in progress to and say which is better, or bullshit about the day. Hang out at the weekend or parks and stuff. I hoped the homeschooling groups would do that. But i didnt connect with anyone.
Maybe in my 40s?? Lol. I gave up on it really…