Its a bad time... in Age 35

My last entry was about how it just seems to be a never-ending crap storm of home repairs and lack of money. Well today I noticed yellow staining on my ceiling in my house. The area has grown. I know I need to get my roof redone, but damn can this stop? I love my house. I love how cheap we got it 10 years ago, and yes I knew that I was gonna have to upgrade things as we went along, but I just didn’t count on the economy right now.

Where do I get 11.5K to repair my roof? I can’t just pull it out of thin air. I have been stressing about this, and I am sure I am doing more damage to myself by worrying, but damn its hard to not have these things constantly on your mind. I know the rains are gonna take a break for a bit, but they’ll be back. February, March, and even April can bring along showers. I have it better than most. I know I do. I have and own the actual roof over my head. I am lucky to have that in my age range. There are many that don’t and just rent apartments.

I hope this doesn’t sound like whining. I am honestly just venting (a form of whining?) because I need to get these thoughts out of my head. I hope that whoever reads this and can relate that you may have better tidings in the months ahead.