"THE DELUSIONAL ONE" in "RESTLESS: POETICALLY-SPEAKING"

Oh, delusional one. I can't help but laughing. I see all you've done in the name of your blunt fascination by his sole, human existence.

Is this love or just your sad obsession? Aren't you pitiful to the bone? You think he's already got you under his system, but he's just being friendly - NOT really smitten!

Oh, delusional one. I'm getting tired of your drama. Another episode and I'll have a trauma. Perhaps I'm just not a big fan of your soap opera.

Go ahead, keep on chasing him. Keep yourself trapped in your own illusion. Soon you'll wake up to a bitter reality: He loves only her, you see?

R.

(Jakarta, 17/6/2014 - 4:00 am)