Why... in Help Me Please

Why is it people write here and don’t leave notes for others? Is this one of those places that we write for ourselves or are we too busy to read and leave notes for others?
I have noticed that I don’t get very many notes and some days I get none. But I do see people write so I am wondering do you read me and just have nothing to say to me?
Don’t get me wrong I do get some notes but they are very few and I always wonder if it’s something I said or didn’t say? or you just don’t care and I don’t deserve a response?
Here is another question for you? When you write your entries do you read others and not say anything? Like right now I see that 8 people have writen entores but I have no comments. So did you 8 people read me and said nothing because I am boring or there is just nothing to say?

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I have a feeling that there is something very wrong with the program for the heat because it’s been anywhere from 68 tp 72 and I am feeling that it’s a bit hot sometimes during the day. But I don’t dare say anything because then I will be freezing. And waking up to 68 is really nice and I don’t feel cold. But when the idiot landlady comes back in March she will have a major heart atatck because of the cost of the gas and electricity. But I told her to just leave the tempature at one setting and in the long run it will be cheaper but she doesn’t believe me. And turning the heat up and down is not good because the furnace has to work that much harder to get to the final tempature of the day. But then what do I know, I am just a renter who knows nothing....

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I told hubby that I feel like I have lost all control of how to live here and everything I enjoy doing I can’t do or I will get evicted and that scares me so I am always thinking to myself if I do this will I get evicted. And it’s always for the meseseities that I need to do. Like washing dishes in hot water and using hot and warm water and having the heat dry the dishes in the dishwasher and taking hot showers and baths. The only thing so far she hasn’t bitched about tis the hot air for the dryer. I wonder why? Is there anyone in this world that is so cheap that they don’t use hot water or hot air? How much more does it really cost to have these things and use them? And why do we have them if they are so expensive? or are they really?
I also told hubby that I will be evicted for my behaviour and for nothing I actually did that was against the law or she said no to. I have never been evicted from anywhere in my 30 years of renting.
So now that hubby is going top deal with her I don’t have to and she can only come and fix things when he is here and I don’t have to let her in when I am alone. And I will be keeping the door locked after she comes back and if she phones I don’t have to talk to her. I have call display so I know when anyone calls and I will be selecting only those I want and need to talk to.
I wonder if hubby should tell her not to talk to me unless it’s to say hi, how are you?
But she is going to find that it will be a lot harder to get things done here and then maybe she will start to treat me like a person who has some rights and can live how they want. She has no right to tell me to not do what I enjoy and to prevent me from doing things for me like lighting my candles or having extra heat.Or taking a nice hot shower and doing my dishes with nice hot soapy water. And she has no right to tell me to clean this or that.
The less she has to say the better off I am and the less I can deal with her the better I am.

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Anyways I need to start thinking about the rest of the day and what needs to get done. So I will stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated January 11, 2023