Everything is done. in Since OD is shutting down....

We have finally finished all of our appointments and I have nothing else scheduled but a job interview next Friday but I can take her with me to that as well. Her old daycare lady would have watched her today but she’s in the town over and the weather was getting bad even before we left to get to our appointment so I didn’t want to risk it. I wish getting or having a sitter could be an easy task but it’s never been so it is what it is. I am just so relieved to get everything done and not have to worry about anything until after Christmas. I’m waiting to hear back from my lady that’s helping me with finding a job but she’s not answering my text. I want to know what’s going to happen once I start working.

I just got off the phone with my friend that’s a few hours away. Apparently his boyfriend and kid were disrespecting his Mom and I’m furious about that. It also reminds me why I’m happier having NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE! I can’t handle people getting angry and being super loud. It’s just a trigger for me. I am so glad to know that my daughter and I won’t be around anyone for Christmas. No one gets along and I seriously can’t deal with it. I’m just getting too fucking old to put up with toxic ass people, even if it’s just for the holidays!

Next Friday I have a job interview lined up and I’ll be able to take my kid with me. I’m pretty excited because it sounds like I would be able to work while my daughter is in school and I don’t plan to tell them that she goes to an after school program for a number of reasons. It would just be a lot easier working within school hours because the after school program isn’t always an option and I want to just work part time for awhile so I can ease back into having a job and getting used to a schedule.

It’s super cold here and I’m glad we are in safe and warm. The interstate is shut down again due to white out conditions and there was no travel advised for hours. I am just getting really irritated with the weather and being sick. I am still unable to hear out of my left ear no matter what I do. I’m seriously getting so frustrated.