Right in the Feels in Current Events

I am trying to break some cycles and create new ones. Today I am resisting the urge to go out and spend money. Even though it is just groceries it does not need to happen today. Instead of scrolling through my newsfeeds on my phone until my eyes bleed I am trying to read a physical book. I need to work on my focus while doing so. I have music playing in the background and this music video came on and it broke me. Absolutely broke me. At least I feel alive today.