Tired Of This Nonsense in Hello

Walking with crutches is more exhausting than an actual work out.

Eff this.

Yeah, knee still hurts and is still swollen. I got some turmeric supplements last night ‘cause apparently they’re good for inflammation.

I have been going a bit stir crazy being stuck in the house so I ended up going with mom last night for a trip to the grocery store. While riding around in the motorized handi-cart was fun, I was regretting it by the time we got home. Pain!

We’re supposed to go see the play version of A Christmas Carol tonight but honestly, I don’t want to move. I know if I tell her that she’ll bitch and guilt me into it. In fact this whole time I’ve been on crutches (and complaining a lot, I know I know) she throws it in my face that her hips and knees hurt because of arthritis, completely negating the actual pain I’m in.

She’s walking…without crutches.

I!
FUCKING!
CAN’T!

Whatever…part of me wishes I never bailed out and just stayed in jail till my time was up. It’d be a bit more peaceful and I wouldn’t have to take part in everyday life BS.