My Villain Era Begins in Current Events

At work, Linda told me that there was something that she wanted me to see. She told me that Mike posted something on Facebook and she felt that I needed to see it. I explained to her that I wasn’t interested but she insisted. He posted a screenshot of my Facebook profile and wanted the world to know that I am a stool pigeon should they ever see me around. Somebody commented on it and asked what the post was about. He explained that I am super sensitive and run to management about everything.

I love my fans. All he did was out himself for getting punished for doing something wrong. Pretending that you’re going to sodomize a coworker with a broom while calling them a faggot can make many people a little sensitive. Explaining to coworkers how badly you want to murder another member of the team who is battling cancer can make many people sensitive. He emptied the contents of my work bag and tossed them behind a shelf in retaliation to intimidate me. Like, this just isn’t a good stable person.

People on my team are starting to feel his absence. They don’t feel like they’re walking on eggshells. He’s a bully. What disappoints me is that the managers are even saying that. When I gave them the opportunity to fire him, they kept him. He quit on his own accord. Mr. there is no accountability here found the work culture too toxic because people are too sensitive and their brown-nosing causes a toxic work environment. He’s calling me a moron in my DMs and a loser. I don’t know what the rest of the DM is because I refuse to open it. Am I supposed to care what he thinks?

It is what it is. I’m glad he’s gone. He’s acting like a fool and I could stoop to his level and polarize with him and do it better but I’ll let the lack of attention from me eat him alive. He’s a narcissist, it’s not worth polarizing with those freaks. It goes nowhere. At the end of the day, I was the catalyst for his leaving. It was good riddance and I knew that I was putting myself on the line for standing against his abuse. I’d do it again.

Yesterday, I desperately didn’t want to go to class. The material is hard and I’m slow at it. I tried to do it remotely but I couldn’t get Teams to work so I raced to class anyway. It starts at 5:30 pm, I left for class at 5:35. I made it just as they started doing group reviews. The group I was assigned to was struggling and I basically had it in the bag. I knew the material better than I thought I did. It’s a good thing I went to class because we had a lot of group work. Also, she gave us a little booklet to complete for the next class. I finally have the weekend to get comfortable with the material. This is the second last unit. She posted an announcement on Teams today explaining how there will be no final exam. We’re going to do two more tests and instead of a final exam, we can redo up to two tests of our choice. Like, what?!

I was wishing that I had this evening alone and Toni told me that she is going to her work Christmas party. A wish came true. Originally she asked me if she could borrow my car but I am not comfortable with that one just yet. I let her use it last weekend to pick up a parcel but that was just down the street. Her event tonight is downtown. I do want to be supportive and let her have some practice driving alone now that she has her license but I also don’t want her to continue taking advantage of my kindness. I do everything around here. I already feel like I have two jobs between work and this apartment. If I was just cleaning after myself it wouldn’t bother me but she blatantly leaves everything for me. I had a full week of shifts this week, if I get the full-time position I applied for I will be doing all of that plus school. I feel spread thin. I will eventually communicate this to her.

I guess I will do my exercising and then have a detox bath this evening. I want to get lost in Skyrim this evening. Just get out of my head for a few hours. I can feel big shifts coming and I want to ride that wave. I know what areas I want to change in my life. I want to create the changes that I need to support bigger and better things that I want for myself. In turn, be bigger and better for everyone else that I care about. My discipline is in the way. I need to come up with an action plan and stick to my guns. Become goal-oriented again. Fuel my ambition instead of my procrastination.

Last updated December 10, 2022