My Life Really Sucks Here... in Help Me Please

I just realized that when hannakka comes I won’t be allowed to light my menorah because the landlady won’t let me light the candles for the 8 days to celebrate the festival of lights. I don’t think she can do that so I will be askig her and see what she says and if she says no then I don’t know what I will do. And when someone close to you dies like your parents or siblings a jewish poerson is suppose to have a candle lit for seven days without burning it out and the landlady already said I can’t do that. So basicaly she has taken away all of my religuous rights and I know that is illeagal and she can’t do that.
And the fact that the gas is going up for homes she is going to even deny me less heat…i can see that she would do that just to save money. I can understand the needing to keep the house temparture to what is recomended but when you ahve others sharing the space you can’t do that. If you want to freeze that is fine but don’t force it onto anyone else. That is just not right.
Come to think of it when I wake up anywhere between 4 am and 5 am I don’t hear the furnace going on so I do know there is no heat and she says the tempature should be at 66. For me that is too cold but she doesn’t care. But that is okay because I have been putting the stove on till the heat comes on and if she doesn’t like the electricity costs then too bad. I anly have the oven on till I hear the heat come on so that is about two hours or so plus I have a heating opad that gets up to 85 degrees so my butt feels nice and warm. Just the way i like it.

Onto something else…

I talked to my son yesterday for a few minutes and he told me his sleeping is out of whack so I am not sure if he is trying to fix it or what. It will be nice when he is here for a few days during the holidays I will actually feel like I am doing something and that always makes me feel good. I like to think that no matter how old your child/ren are that you will always be a mother to them and always want to look after them and you do everything in your power to help them when they need the help. And even if they don’t need help you are always there for them.

Onto something else…

This weekend sometime hubby and I are going to go do some shopping. We don’t need much but he needs to get his serect santa gift for his co-worker so we will do that and get a few other things I have a list for plus thise things that are a great price and we have to have it. And I am leaning more and more towards making Brownies also for that day when the comapny has their secret santa day. And there is going to be no christmas party this year which is good for me because it isn’t all that great. And the thing I like about this comapny is that they often have lunches brought in and treats which not many comapnies do that. And the cool thing is that hubby’s boss will talk to me when I call and tell them hubby is sick or won’t be comming in and then i always try to small talk which I think is really cool because he is always busy.

Onto something else…

Dinner last night was my beef liver and rice and zucchini and tonight will most likely be chicken.

Well, I need to stop here so I will…
Do have a great day....
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated December 09, 2022