Sun Day in Current Events

I’m aware of how aggressive I am on here regarding my roommate. Sometimes, I share my frustrations with a close friend or two. However, she is my friend and I do love her. I know that she is fighting a war inside of her and I don’t want her to feel like she has to fight a battle at home either so I air it out here on PB. I don’t want to add division or tension at home for either of us. I listen when she needs it. I support her with what I can when I can.

Yesterday morning, she asked me if I could take her to pick up a package that came in for her. I was like, technically, you could just take my car now that you have a license. That made her day. She never got to drive alone yet.

When I am thrift store shopping, I will buy anything that gives me whitch-vibes for my friend Bev. I found some cute little glass jars that looked great to store herbs or whatever else. She doesn’t like to feel showered with presents but I know these little gifts inspire her to get back into her practice. Life happens, she gets busy with her kids and her own interests get lost in the shuffle so I feel like it’s a nice way to get her to connect to her own passions again.

I could keep writing about all the ways that I am supportive of my family and other friends. I don’t know why I felt a need to write about it. I think I feel a need to ground myself. I have been feeling a little bit detached.

I babysat Bevs youngest yesterday. It was a good time. I’m not good at playing games and with toys. He had a whole situation set up but I had us grab nerf guns and we hunted ghosts and goblins in his house for hours instead. Then I went to my sister’s, it had been almost a month since I’d seen her kids. Once they see me they immediately know it’s play-time. I barely have the energy to keep up. If the weather wasn’t atrocious, we would have gone outside and had an adventure.

In the spring and summer, my niece and I go walking through the enchanted forest to pick flowers for her potions. I see women getting in touch with all sorts of esoteric knowledge and I always support them with it. In this turning of the age, we get the return of the feminine. There is a small wooded area on her block. One of her neighbours carves out a couple of paths in it. One of the entrances that they made, the one behind their house, looks absolutely stunning. There are two flower bushes which mark the entrance and instead of grass, clovers grow there. I record videos of our adventures and then screenshot the best picture moments and send them to my sister who then gets them printed as gifts for everybody on Christmas.

I am trying not to go overboard with my spending this weekend. I did start my Christmas shopping, officially. I usually start crazy early but fuck it. I was miserable while shopping today. I felt like I was possessed by a Karen demon. I kept it to myself. I am just impossible to impress.

Again, I could go on forever about it. I started but had to delete it. Whatever.

I just woke from my nap and I’m just drinking my coffee before I head out again. I do have to get groceries this time. I have to prep my lunches also. I haven’t done any of my weekend routines actually. I’m so structured it hurts. It’s all in my birth chart. I’m a cardinal, Capricorn, with mostly fixed signs in my chart. Taurus rising with a Scorpio descendant. I have a Scorpio moon and mars, and a Jupiter Aquarius. Mercury and Venus are Capricorn, for what it’s worth. I like the Mercury Capricorn though.

Anyway, the blizzard stopped. On with my day.