NOT PREGNANT! *happy dance* tmi *PICS* in 2014

Phew, got a full blown period, bleeding, cramps, all around shitty feeling etc. I was so great, I've never been so happy to feel like death, ever in my life.

It started as a bit of brown ish discharge and I was getting concerned that I was just having some spotting again. It worried me a bit that I was just having some implantation bleeding or something and that I was in fact preggers. Fuck. But now its super heavy (like as heavy as it was in high school) and painful. Normally my periods are very light, and they only last 3-4 days max. I'm already on day 3 and still going strong. Boy I don't miss that one bit. But thats what I get for taking basically an overdose of hormones like that.

Speaking of which, its making my hair fall out more. You know how after you have a baby and you lose all that hair afterwards? Yeah, its like that. Like not as much, but how you run your hands thru your hair and you are getting more pieces falling out than normal... not fun. But I'd likely lose more in the 18 years I would have had to raise a child lol.

I felt a bit bad before I got my period, like...guilty? What if I was pregnant??? How could I deal with looking at this baby down the line and thinking that I tried my best to NOT have him/her?? I don't have to think like that anymore but it was gnawing at me a bit, I will admit. It really would have sucked. I mean of course I would have loved him/her with everything that I have but there will always be that in the back of my mind... I tried to get rid of you... horrible horrible thoughts like that :(

Oh well, thats all over and done with now so I don't have to think like that.

We got our new trailer. Its a beaut. Its all set up by my parents trailer at the campground. Trying to get it organized is a bitch lol. I'm very particular about where things go etc. I will share some photos.

This is the dining area.

Bathroom

Kitchen area

Exterior

Me! :)

Kristen <3