Not in a good place in Torridaussity Two

I’m feeling very overwhelmed with life right now. Dealing with 2 infections from the surgery, figuring when I can now return to work, figuring out how to make the contractor do his damn job, figuring out how to pay bills as my money runs out because my long term disability which should have started in July has not gone through yet, figuring out my “relationship” with D. I feel as if any moment my world is going to implode.