Update - 28 - 01 - 22 in Diary of a Useless Lesbian

Hello,
I guess I just wanted to update you.
Well I finally took the plunge and started my research and practice into witchcraft. It’s going wonderfully, I’m learning so much about myself and I’m even doing deity work! I just finished a book on water witchcraft actually and bought three more books today to help me with the deity work! I look forward to practicing more with water now I’ve finished my book and cross referenced everything!

I have been having nightmares, nightmares that always contain the same man. I feel he is something I have created in my sub conscious, like a mix of all the men who have hurt or abused me in my lifetime all morphed into one human being and in the dreams I am always protecting women or girls from them. I feel this makes sense considering I did always want to protect my sisters and the women in my life from men like that. I wanted to save them the pain that I had suffered. I plan to explore this further, I want to heal. I have to heal to become that strong, protective warrior I know lives inside me somewhere.

Anyways I have to go now, but I’ll be back soon enough with more to say.
Love Child of The Sea