Update before Thanksgiving in Journal 2022

I haven’t been updating or writing much due to school. I have been trying to keep my grades stable, I need to contact my professor about my family printer having no ink. My break starts soon and with that I’ll be so busy with studying for exams.

I have a cold right now, which is annoying. I’m just sneezing everywhere. I’m still talking to one those “pigs” every once and a while. He’s nice, but nice enough for someone who wants to kidnap and have children with a random teenager as a lawyer.

First a doctor, then a guy trying to be a teacher, now a lawyer. How do I keep attracting these stereotypes, I guess it’s my soft but fragile looks. Speaking of soft, apparently my voice is like a trigger for him. I don’t talk on the phone or talk dirty, I’m very conservative in that way surprisingly, but I send recordings of me just talking about my day.

He sent me a video and I was actually a little unnerved hearing my own voice being played out loud as someone furiously mastubates in a way that made m genuinely worried and anxious about how he was not hurting himself doing that (I’ve seen many a man masturbate - that was not normal).

Anyway, I’m writing again. I feel a little weird that I wrote the titles here, so I changed one. I won’t change the others but I trust no one goes looking for them as I actually want to write a children’s book.