Ugg Morning.... in Help Me Please

I have noticed that when I first wake up and others also that when good morning is said people usually grunt. And then they go through the process of trying to remember what day it is and what they need to do. For me I need to also try to remember what moth and day it is and then the day of the week. And then I go through my list in my head of what I need to get done today.
And it always takes me at least one cup of coffee to clear the spider webs in and on my head and eye balls.
I wonder if there are people who sleep right through the mornings and how they feel in the afternoon? Do they feel the same and go through the same routine?
I actually like to be the first one awake and the earlier the better. I seem to get more done before others wake up so I don’t have that much to do later.

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My son came yesterday and stayed all day. I made a beef roast for dinner and it turned out really good and there is no left overs. And because it was being cooked at a lower temperature we had mashed potatoes and gravy and frozen mixed vegetables and it was really good. And then we had chocolate chip mint ice cream.
And also my son brought his shaver and gave himself a hair cut and I finished it because there are parts of his head he couldn’t get. So I think I will be helping him more often. It wasn’t as bad as I thought so I don’t mind helping him. And he thought I did I pretty good job nd when I saw what I did I was really impressed with myself.
And also my fan is finally put together and working well. I think it’s going to be a really long time before the dark spots on the hall floor is gone and even then I think it will be rotten under the floor boards. But the land lady is too cheap to see if that is so. I know I need an industrial type of fan but she is too cheap to get it. So this fan I have will just have to be on 24/7 for something like a year and even then it might not be enough. And there are places in the hall where the fan will not work like it should because there is no other plugs.
And I have decided that I just don’t care what damage there is here because she won’t replace anything and make sure whatever the issue is can be fixed and gone. So if hubby and I get sick then she will get sued. I really hate cheap people. I had always said fix something once with the best people and things as possible then there won’t be any big issues later and it won’t be so costly to fix. But she says there is a process to fixing things and you have to waste your time and try them instead of the most simplest way. And that way costs the least amount of money in the end.
Like what I don’t get is why the landlady won’t have someone come in and look at the mold and determine if it actually is mold and how much it will cost to fix? For this person to come it’s about $150.00 and hubby won’t pay that and I can’t afford that so I just need to wait till it gets bad enough where the land lady will do something. I just hope it won’t be too late where the house and basement have to be demolished. And my mom says the land lady is probably going to be smelling this mold at some point. But by then it will be too late and the damage will be extensive.

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Dinner tonight is “I don’t Know” but I am thinking chicken so I will ask hubby if he would rather something else…I think I saw some beef liver so we can have that also. The trick to beef liver is you have to let it soak in milk and then it won’t taste so dry.
Well so much for the liver. I know I have some but for the life of me I can’t find it. Just watch I will find it when I am not looking for it. So it will be chicken drum sticks.

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Today is my dad’s 80th birthday and I am not going for dinner with the family because I told my mom hubby has a late afternoon appointment. But I will be calling him later. There is a story for the reason why I am not going and that is because all the weight I had lost I have gained back and I just can’t deal with my parents, especially my dads disappointment so I would rather they be mad at me for not coming then to tell them the truth. When it comes to my parents I am such a screw up and I hate their reactions. But I do understand that they just want me to be healthy and not have any complications like my dad has had over the year. I am just not in the head space to continue on my journey but one day soon I will and maybe this next time will be the last time but I highly doubt it.

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Well I need to stop here and get started on my day.
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated September 19, 2022