Relatives and so tired in Journal 2022

I’m really sleepy, I just wanna lay down all week. Everything feels uninteresting, unmotivating and blurry. I feel like the days go by in a wink.

I talked to a friend yesterday,he’s nice. Really nice but before anyone says anything he’s just a friend. The idea of dating someone makes me tear up and feel scared and anxious.

Anyway…they cam yesterday. Cousins and older cousin bf/baby dad. He’s OK. I’m just floating around, last night I felt so exhausted I kept falling in and out of rest.