Insulted behind my back in Journal 2022

I don’t like talking to people for a reason.

I felt hurt seeing others on a chat I’ve never been in insult me without even knowing who I am. I just, I don’t know. There’s that tiny version in me inside who wants to befriend everyone who cried.

Outer me, was angry. I’m the best at everything and everyone should want to be as good as me. Thats what outer me wants to believe. I just felt like wow. Okay good to know I’m not wanted by literal randoms.

Natari told me to ignore it along with Sam and another friend but it still annoys me. I feel like, idk, done. Like dieing would be cool I guess I just feel useless and unwanted.