Sooner=better in Second 1st

So, basically we aren’t going to get to the point where Rocky says ” let’s go to consoling ” until we have money in the bank....

We won’t have money in the bank until I go get it.

I can’t go get it until I’m doing better.... no I”m okay… I”m good I can go get it.... I want to move this forward one way or another… I’ll go get it

So, yesterday I’d wanted to work with a goal or 5 runs.... I made it 2. The second order was real close to home and I was getting nauseous anyway so I quit for the day … … mind you I had surgery Monday....

Took a 30 min nap and then decided I needed to be more productive..... I hate being down, I”m not good at it. So I made food for Rocky for the weekend, did laundry and started dishes. I looked at groceries to start thinking about what to fix this week and decided on Chicken and rice in the crock pot for dinner. Missing chicken broth I ran to Food Lion to pick some up, also got some cucumber.... came home and worked on bead projects....

This morning I thought I’d give it another shot. It’s Friday and so far the weekend has been the most productive for me. I mentioned it to Jake and Dest and Jake had said “I predict 2 orders and nausea.” last night.... now… well there’s the fuel. Jake doesn’t know apparently.... my “horribly good” work ethic.... Nausea had been a sign I shouldn’t have been out.... but I also should have remembered meds for it....

So today I packed some meds.... left way early and was just all around ready… I need to make the monies.... I had trouble with the app till 6 seriously no orders till after I got off the phone with Destiny.

Then Jake called. I’d dropped off an order and was backing out of a dude’s driveway when I felt an uncomfortable pull in my neck “ouch” there was then conversation about how I shouldn’t be working already and I have nothing to prove to him and blah blah.... so after 4 deliveries, I’m done for the day.

I’ll work some more on seed bead stuff....I need a nap really.... why do other people have to be right....

I will do more tomorrow.... I will do better.... because the sooner we get back to on our feet… the sooner we can get this sorted out one way or another.... in a way in which we are all happy with.