Anklss hunting and tired in Journal 2022

Mom made me angry this morning but whatever. She did my hair and it looks great.

Joseph and I are speaking, it’s nice but also painful. My body feels broken. My ankles hurt, I’m tired, I’m beaten down.

I miss us. I miss him. But God, it hurts. Mom recommended a doctor again.

I lay around watching kpop performances, youtube, until dawn playthroughs, reality TV or sleep. I just have nothing left in me.