Woke Season in Current Events

It’s pride season. I was bracing myself for the right-wing cult to polarize with the left-wing cult but it still managed to strike a nerve. Self-awareness sucks, nobody wants to be aware, truly. I mustn’t be afraid of the truth, so I tell myself.

Identity politics is demonic. We are all de-moons and moon-stars. Demon worship is self-worship. To serve god one only needs to serve others. Identities are false idols. To get to god is to get to truth, to reality. I can participate with these identities but I don’t let myself belong to them. At least I try. Patriotism is idol worship, nations don’t exist in reality, for example. They only exist in our concepts. The first idol we worship is our birth certificate. We are not a name, we are definitely not that corporate fiction.

We are not genders, we have genders. We are not our attractions, we have attractions. We are not our ethnicities, we have ethnicities. If we remove the melanin from our hair it turns blonde. If we remove the melanin from our eyes it turns blue. Remove it from our skin it turns white. We are all one race. We are all men. Half of us have wombs, they are womb-men, women. We are not our beliefs, we are not castes, creeds, legacies, or politics. We are an individual consciousness having a temporary human experience. If you want to get into the esoteric science, we are one consciousness pretending to be individuals.

If you add two extra chromosomes you get a liberal. Ok! I joke, I couldn’t resist. Conservatives are the same thing. “Self-identity” is kindergarten brain energy. We self identify on playgrounds. Cops and robbers, cowboys and Indians, queen of the castle. We all have a kindergarten view of everything by the time we graduate.

We are shown cartoons of what we are to believe as adults. Those become our fundamental beliefs that we will believe dogmatically. We spiritualize them to life. It takes a spiritual journey just to get to a point where you can question those beliefs. If you can’t question science, do you have science or a dogma? The globe, the messiahs, the germs, oh my! Those don’t exist in reality.

We are all stuck with kindergarten brain energy. We just spent the last two years playing Simon says for crying out loud. That’s how underdeveloped we are when we enter adulthood because of our brainwashing.

$cience says wear a mask. $cience says get a vaccine. Earn a living. Uh oh! I didn’t say $cience says.

Fake science is to conservatives what fake news is to liberals. Just saying. The connies are also deeply full of it. They come with their own psychosis. They come with their own virtue signals, their own victim signals, their own cancel culture, their own gender politics. #BringBackManlyMen. They are pro-life but pro-vaccine choice because we can save the babies and cannibalize them with vaccines too. They too refuse to be self-aware.

Conservative is a self-identity. I’ve been there. I am a man so I tried to be the best man. I am First Nations so I tried to be the best native. I am a gay man, I was trying to be the best gay man. I was a liberal so I was trying to be the best liberal. Then I changed my politics and was trying to be the best conservative. I was never trying to be my authentic self. I am not any of those things, I am just a consciousness experiencing this mind and body. I will always be insufficient, defunct, not valid, evil, demonic etc to any of these cults because I am a heretic. I am supposed to accept some role and grow into that cult and support it.

We are all trying to be the measure of some identity. It’s menacing to witness and hard to experience now. To accept that I am just not good enough for these people no matter where I look. It’s also hard not to get stuck in duality. Christians, the Antichrists, this is where they are and the only thing that they add to the world. They fracture their reality and minds with concepts that have two ends that can never meet. One cannot become whole and holy this way. The knowledge of good and evil was forbidden fruit. Here they are trying to be the measure of good and evil. They are externalizing their scriptures instead of internalizing them which is what destroyed everything godly. If we want to talk about evil.

Enemy constructs, this them vs me. It’s hard to grow out of also.

The self-awareness that the woke Taliban, al gayda, does not want to have is that they are child grooming. We are not parents, generally speaking. We are not exactly living a lifestyle that produces children so why are we acting entitled to teach children that are not ours our world views? Not that I share those views, I’m just saying. The government is using this cult to child groom. If I walked up to a kindergartener and started to talk about sex I would be charged for child grooming, I would hope. When the government and/or the alphabet gang does it, it’s social justice.

Good and evil don’t exist separate from each other. It’s hard to measure or gauge what is “okay.” Wellness, does it add wellness or does it subtract wellness? That’s what I go with. It does not add wellness to groom children, we put dogs down that hurt children but we don’t put people down that hurt children.

Whatever, I remember when pride was about marriage equality. Marriage does not exist in reality. Neither does anyones ownership of it. I support straight marriage too, of course. We need a license to do things that are otherwise illegal and so I don’t agree that a straight couple should need a license, or permission to get married in a country that has a constitution. Of course, we all know that a “citizen ship” takes us away from the law of the land and puts us under the law of the sea where we have privileges given to us by our slave masters that can be taken away, right? None of us have the documentation (dock) that ties us to the land.

I had a heavy heart all day. It’s not easy to defend the woke Taliban but it’s hard to witness the Connies and their eugenics. Their need to rid the world of evil and everything “unnatural.” Their rhetoric just shows that they are zero perfect better than leftists. Leftists who are just the reverse. Blah

Anyway, nothing I said makes any sense I just wanted to get it off my chest. I’ll digest it better. I need to organize my thoughts or else it will consume me. I’m an overthinker but not everything is toxic, anymore. I don’t think most people understand how hard and painful it is to challenge and change their fundamental beliefs. Their ego is their demon, if they can’t push through a little cognitive dissonance and social conditioning that is because they are possessed by their demon, their ego. Which is simply trying to
protect us from the pain of grieving dying belief structures and the tedious task of building new ones.

This ego is the carnal mind that we are to conquer. I was thinking about this today. How painful it is to want something. I don’t want to want. I don’t want to want sex, food, drink or to perform basic bodily functions. It hurts until you suppress the pains. I want to be free of this so that I can govern myself. That is the name of the game of life. In counter-space we don’t have conditions, everything is formless. Here we have conditions so we can form and grow. Blah