What Would happen If? in Help Me Please

I didn’t type here everyday? Would anyone really care or miss me? Would you try to find me at any other place like Facebook? Or would you just think I am dead or have died?
I know when I don’t see someone I have been following and reading I do wonder if they are okay and if it’s been a few days I will try to reach out to them and ask them if they are okay and if there is something I can do for them. But then I do care about my friends no matter how far away they are or what type of friend.
It’s funny how people change and just stop doing what they have done for years. But then I call that living life and change is always needed to be that better person.
And sometimes you just have to stop and decide what you really want and if the friendships you do have are really that toxic. I have had about 4 people who were really toxic and made it seem like I was the bad one. But then after getting myself diagnosed with my with my issues I did get medication and now I can see exactly what those people were and what they were doing. The only thing I did come up with that it was their parents that created the way their thinking went and when they because adults they still didn’t change. Bu those people are now history and I am a much better person because I don’t have to get involved in their soap operas. Because for the most part I just told them that what their parents are doing is just wrong and the way the rest of the family treats them is also wrong. they deserve better then that but then they never did stand up for themselves and that was the sad part. So for my well being and sanity either they broke off the friendship or I did or it was one of those mutual things and it’s been more then 10 years since I have heard or talked to these people or even seen them.
But the one person or persons you need to be sort of close to is your parents or siblings just in case. But even those relationships can be what I call trying. But it’s the family that has all of your history and that is the only reason to be semi close to them if you can. but then if you have a football team of siblings not talking to one or two wouldn’t matter much.

Onto something else....

Well not much is happening except for the same old crap but on a different day. Laundry, doing dishes and sweeping the floors and cleaning the bathroom. I would like to see everything stay clean for at least a month and then I can actually do something I want to do like go shopping. Or just watch mindless TV.
To nights dinner is going to be chicken drum sticks and rice and some sort of frozen vegetable. Hubby just likes spices on his and I like shake and bake because it turns out really crispy without the oils. And yes I do eat the skin of the chicken because it has the most flavor and then the chicken it’s self isn’t so dry. I know this is not good but so far I am not suffering any complications.

Well, it’s that time where I stop and start thinking about my day.

Do have a great day....
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated May 24, 2022