B- for Risk and Compliance in My life

At this point I totally feel that I deserve everything that is coming for me. This was my least favorite class. Should have dropped it. I don’t know why I stayed. That was dumb of me. From now on I will have to trust my instinct a bit more.

This past semester was a mess though. Everything happened.

I just know that I won’t give up and I will keep working hard, taking whatever crap job I can get and just putting my head down and work. No more pride. I have a (to-be) husband who completely supports and loves me. I have used all the luck in my life to get him, so I don’t have any more luck in my life lol. I gotta get on without luck.

The thing is, I want a good job so I can have a family and support my sister in her med school career. It’s not going to happen. Law school is a weird beast like that: everything is about your grades. I have to kiss my dream goodbye. The ship has sailed. I want to be great but I’m just not and I have to accept that. It’s okay, I’m sure if I’m extremely patient, I will find a job eventually. And that’s about all I need.