Journey in Current Events

I noticed earlier that it is my three anniversary of being fired from the restaurant I worked at for thirteen years. Long story short, it was brought to my attention that the operations manager was grooming his employees and then having marital affairs with them. I did the right thing and reported and then the company decided to protect the predator and relocate him after their investigation. They then fired over fifteen people who confirmed the allegations. Then finally myself.

That job defined me for thirteen years. I hated it. I was too afraid to do something new. To quit and start again. I knew that it would have to quit me. That year, I was seeing a therapist. I explained to him that I was the best I had ever been at that time. My finances were never better, my fitness was never better, my career was never better, my relationships with people were never better but I still felt. That it was my social anxiety crippling me. After he ended his practice, it all fell apart.

I had an opportunity to take some time off and dive inward. My epiphany was that it was never the content that was making my life difficult but the context. This self-improvement journey was pretty intense. However, I made the mistake of thinking that it would be easy to find a new job. I was picky, yes. Then when I finally got a gig the scamdemic happened. I lost everything.

I was exploring the cult of politics around that time also. I saw headline about how there was no diet that could protect a person from covid. That was no truth or logic in that statement whatsoever. This disease was only affecting people who sucked at life and health. I was called a conspiracy theorist for the first time for stating that poor diets and lifestyle choices cause obesity. That’s when I explored where the other side was coming from and that is when I noticed that nutrition was being politically assassinated.

I had a friend that was a chiropractor, he and I exchanged medical literature about covid and he explained to me how naturpathics was politically assassinated first. Eventually chiropractic and now it is nutrition. Nutrition is fatphobic now, in case we didn’t know. People are not treating their disease because they are told that they are healthy. Talk about dangerous misinformation. It is as though everybody is being set up to fail. I didn’t have any vendetta’s against people who refuse to get their life right and manage their body fat but along came a mythical virus and now these people have become an absolute burden to society. 90% of these reported deaths are people with obesity. The answer is not to make better choices but to sign-up for a free trial of socialism.

I felt like I had a responsibility, to tell the truth. Responsibility is an ability to respond. We are all response-able, that is our superpower. We are so out of touch with ourselves that people don’t even know how to be response-able at all. Hence 90% of con-19 deaths are people with obesity. Hence why we only managed to reach herd stupidity during this hoax.

The real conspiracy theorists kept sending me stuff that I wasn’t interested in. I finally got around to hearing them out. Then I did my own research. At a minimum, all I had to do was audit their claims. Something anyone can do with the fake news but they do not. Herd stupidity and all. One of the conspiracy theories was dark and awful. The circumstantial evidence was too compelling to be fake. I lost sleep, I still lose sleep, over it. After a weekend of heavy depression I decided to cannobal the rest of the way down the rabbit hole. The formula was pretty simple. Absolutely everything is inverted.

That is when I hit the bottom of the rabbit hole and found everything. The word of God, astro logos, astrology. Religion was fake, naturally. Christians are the antichrists. The opposite of everything is true. The higher teachings of the bible prove that across history and culture, we were all connected by a universal system and language. That was astrology. We used allegory, dark sayings and parables to explain the science of light. Which is the science of God. God is a photon, a torus field. We are all god experiencing itself. We are here to expand. In this turning of the age, the ancient information returns to us. The old paradigm has to die first.

I am taking a step back from the cult of politics. I was idol-worshipping alongside everybody else, patriotism. Nothing about politics is representative of reality. It all exists in our concepts. It is unnatural, it is ungodly. We can participate but we mustn’t belong to it. It’s a completed relationship, one that is hard to balance because this system that we are spiritualizing to life is one that will destroy you. It’s impossible to escape it completely.

After we discovered the bio labs in Ukraine, my mind shifted. I now see America as an evil entity. Ok! Evil is a strong word. I don’t want enemy constructs, America is just not what it is sold as. They don’t have freedom, for starters. Just the same privileges that can be taken away like everybody else. They are the new Empire State for our enemy. They spread the disease of democracy to protect the enemy’s currency, which is their control. They rob countries of their riches and call it business. They have so much blood on their hands. They’ve been the bad guy in every war. Now this vaccine inquisition is binding us all together under medical mandates for their Big Pharma. The absolute most evil force on this earth. They farm our bodies for capital. Viruses do not exist. HIV is not real. That hoax was to stop the gay rights movement in the 80s. Read the Kissinger report if you want to know why HIV is so rampant in Africa. That is flat-out genocide. They present Bill Gates as some kind old man that is trying to help humanity. He is just the face but he is the angel of death. I bring up HIV because that is going to be the next hoax. They will need to make it make sense for the media cult and the $cience cult why vaccinated people are dying from AIDS. We cannot become immune to the consequences of putting toxic waste into our bodies. Period.

Anyway, their media has turned on them. Their CIA and FBI has turned on them. Their politicians and education have turned on them. They are facing their own karma. It’s hard to say how this will go. This happening to all of the west, we all have our own karma to clean up. We didn’t care until it turned on us.

I feel like I am being served up a little karma of my own today. I can hog the kitchen for hours and today it is Toni who is hogging the kitchen. I want to get my meal preps started but she needs to take a whole afternoon to bake a cake. She is a taurus, she takes her time. Does things nice and slow and calmly. It is okay. It can wait to do my preps. She started to do all of her baking vegan so that I can partake. She is making carrot cake right now. It is so good. I just want to make some breakfast wraps and a potato salad.

We have another geo-engineered snowstorm going on right now. I went for a drive to the market to get a couple of things. The roads are awful for potholes. I can’t even stomach it. Whatever. I did not accomplish anything today. I spent the day in bed depressed. I needed that emotional purge. Don’t cry for me Argentina. It’s just part of my mental hygiene. I feel a light lighter now. I shall go see if the kitchen is free yet.

Last updated April 24, 2022