The Cheek, The Nerve, The Audacity and The Gumption in Current Events

I had a very triggering conversation with Toni a few days ago. We had just finished watching a movie and she asked me if I knew anything about the third eye. I pointed to my bookshelf and said that I have over a dozen books about just that. I left out all of the lore and just explained the science to her. I’ve seen her birth chart, I know that she likes her information the way I do. It has to be practical, to the point, and down to earth. It is all presented to the public as very water sign energy and that is very unpalatable for me. That is also why it gets so lost on everyone else, in my opinion. We have stoner hippies that always look like they need to shower talking about consciousness, vibrations, and energy with no context behind it at all. I don’t even think they understand what they are talking about either.

Our bodies are electrical, our spines have electrical resistors that are most commonly known as chakras. Every month when the moon rises in our sun sign (or vice versa) a psycho chemical germ grows at the base of our spine in an oil. The goal is to heave that oil with that germ up to the pineal gland where it will mix with secretions from the two glands beside it. One secretion has electrical properties and the second has magnetic properties. The pineal gland itself contains various salts and minerals and crystals. After two days of it all mixing together, it will activate and fill our bodies with light. It will connect our left and right brain giving us 100% control over our minds and bodies. We also become a point of singularity between worlds, this space and counter space. Of course, we were taught the wrong science of physics so this won’t even sound possible until we learn the correct model.

I then explained how nobody alive today will perform that because the ancient information on how to do this has not been fully returned to us yet. The work has to start when we are very young. The keyword in the word spiritual is ritual. Our spine ritual. We have to eat the correct foods and practice the correct fasting to maintain the integrity of that oil in our spines. It can turn into vinegar by just drinking alcohol. The germ, the seed, cannot be spilled either. Ejaculators become degenerates for wasting that seed. This is why whores and sluts age so poorly. Our physiology starts to degrade before we are even born because of big pharma. Our bodies are not clean because of the poison in our air, water, and food. These new agers talking about experiencing an awakening or pineal activation are sadly mistaken. They’re just having epiphanies and are becoming emotionally attached to them. It’s not a bad thing but it is not even close to the decades of work that it takes to achieve it truly. It was only for the initiated because they would then become a bridge between worlds. They were the priests, Gurus, shamans, lightworkers, the two-spirited, etc.

Turns out, she only wanted to know that because somebody at her work is going through a “spiritual awakening” as they say. He claims to have found his life’s purpose and this annoys Toni. She wants to tell him off. He took shrooms and not he thinks that he is enlightened, is what she described to me. How insecure must she be to feel a need to crush him over his beliefs?

Toni is just like most of the people that I contend with. She’s very connected to her ego, which is demonic possession, in a captured essence. That is the carnal mind. She is only capable of the lowest levels of thinking. People with extra chromosomes do not even think that small. If she fails to understand something then that means that it is stupid. If you are doing something that she fails to understand then that means that you are doing something stupid.

She asked me about DMSO also. She had Bob over and saw my book about it and got interested in it. He’s into that stuff she says. I explained that it is sulfur that comes from trees. It can perform a lot, regarding health but because it is nature it cannot be patented. Which is why nobody hears about it. It is used in organ transplants because it can freeze the organ with DMSO and the organ will not get damaged by the crystallization. It is the chemical in trees that make them strong and sturdy. She didn’t understand why I would want to use it, this meant that I am doing something stupid. She had to become smug and judgemental. Everything she had to say to me was intended to make me feel stupid. Which backfired on her because I am the one who has educated opinions. She is too stubborn to let it go so this went on for a while. Her goal was to leave the conversation feeling like the smartest person in the room that put a stupid person in their place. It backfired. I used it as an opportunity for her to learn something.

She started to challenge me on my detox practices. I do coffee enemas and she fails to understand why that is beneficial so this means that I am doing something stupid. I had to get into terrain theory with her and the conversation went the same way that it always does with the germ theory cult. She needs unequivocal evidence to change her opinion which does not even have unequivocal evidence, to begin with. Of course, I offered her unequivocal evidence, the medical literature for her to read but she is too good to read it. I should be able to explain it to her otherwise that also means that I am stupid. The smallest level of thinking I tell ya. Demonic.

I stayed classy, I didn’t blow up on her and I held my own while I spent an hour defending myself. I know that she was being smug and judgemental because I was making her extremely insecure. I am a heretic, I choose to believe something different and this makes cultists feel disturbed. She feels that because I still got sick in December then that is evidence that my detox regimen is pointless. I tried multiple ways to explain to her that nobody can become immune to the consequences of putting toxic waste in their body. When your body expresses illness it is a healing process. She always takes away my narrative regarding me being sick in December. Saying that I was really sick, like dying sick. I should have gone to one of her priest doctors. My symptoms are serving a purpose, they are removing waste and repairing the damage. That’s all our body does. We are to support the symptoms and not suppress them. It sounds like rocket science to the medically religious because they believe symptoms are the result of virus possession and that we are all pharmaceutical deficient.

She then tried to convince me that she is perfectly healthy because she hasn’t gotten sick in years. I had to remind her that she was sick twice since we moved in last year. Both times shortly after getting the mRNA vaccines. Which are not even vaccines, the definition of a vaccine was changed to include that new category of medicine. It’s gene therapy. Anyway, all of that toxic waste has to come out. It’s creating a lot of damage and deficiencies while it is present in the body. That will express as illness and give big pharma an opportunity to sell more of their petro-potions and barbaric treatments. It is being stored until the liver decides it has the resources that it needs to remove it. She attributes her not experiencing any symptoms as a measure of good health. She feels fine. This was a clear indication to me that she has not figured out that she has alopecia yet. She has not seen the back of her head.

I mentioned that I am going to use DMSO to treat my hair loss. She didn’t understand how that could help so that meant it was stupid and that I am doing something stupid. Her judgemental comment was that I am a man and that men lose their hair and I just need to get over it. I should have rubbed it in her face right then and there that she incurred one of the most basic autoimmune diseases from those mRNA graphene shots. I was trying to hint that she has alopecia and it is pretty clear to me that she has no idea. She switched to satin pillowcases and bought castor oil shampoo so I assumed she figured it out. She did not. She can see her hair everywhere in her bathroom. It is awful. She reacted to that but she still has no idea that she is balding at the back of her head rapidly.

Also, when I was explaining to her what I believed my body was detoxing in December she said the most judgemental thing ever. I was drinking a lot of heavy alcohol that month, yes, but I was also extremely stressed. Stress creates more waste inside the body that needs to come out also. What do you have to be stressed about?! Like really!? Was her response to that. I explained that it was none of her business what is stressing me out. What a judgemental thing to say to a person. She can’t understand why I am stressed so this means that my reasons are stupid. The lowest level of thinking, right?

Anyway, the conversation did end. I was too flustered to sleep that night. I haven’t been sleeping well already because I am stressed about my car. Which I just dropped off at my mechanic’s. Once it’s all done and paid for I will feel better. I haven’t been sleeping or eating since it started acting up. They just called me to tell me what is wrong with it and they are fixing it up for me. Also doing the usual spring maintenance package. It isn’t costing me a crazy amount so I feel good about it.

I’m going to soak in some Epsom salts after I am done venting on here. I can’t call it a relaxing bath because it is not relaxing at all. The water is scorching hot and sweating profusely is not exactly fun.

I don’t want to have an enemy construct with Toni, in my mind. She is my friend and I love her. This living situation is putting a strain on our friendship… actually, we just need to communicate with each other better. She has actually been doing a lot of the cooking this last week and weekend. Baking up a storm every night. She started making all of her baked goods vegan so I get to partake.

Just in general, over the last few days, I have been oversensitive. I’ll blame the full moon. I have been caring about what people think and that’s an old habit I have been trying to get over. Anyway, on with my day. I’m less than two hours away from having my car back.