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I always feel tired on rest days. Gym is closed today for some religious bullshit, so I went yesterday for a light workout. (Somehow, OHP, squats, and curls qualifies as light for me.) I slept good, but I’m already ready for a nap. I tried that two days ago, and gosh, did I have issued falling asleep that night.

My apathy is… impressive.

It’s like I’ve spent so long fighting anxiety that now that I’m relatively stress-free, I still automatically bury anything that could be a stressor. Typical avoidant behavior.

This is why I do better with a partner. They nudge me. Nope, no grand speeches. Just a nudge. Or even just a sounding board.

I track my activities. It’s kind of sad that I’m not even watching Netflix most weeks. I just zone out on youtube while I play on my phone. The F5 life.

Nothing calls to me, to watch or play.

Lack of stress is a good change of pace, but I do know it’ll bite me in the ass eventually. I almost miss when I’d be manic.