Not the end of the world in Bittersweet

I got my first Jury duty summons.
im literally sick to my stomach over it. I do not want to do it. My anxiety is beyond a mess.
My boss is ecstatic. She never gets called. Most of the therapists dont get called and if they do, they get dismissed right away. I guess their not so black and white views do not go over well. She really wants to sit on a jury and i do NOT. Ill walk in calm and collected and inside be trying not to vomit. I have to call on April 11th.
I was called once when I was 10 months pregnant with Brennan. Literally 42 weeks and they are all ohhh no.. Never mind lol. I havent been called since. T has never been called. He did get subpoenaed for that bar fight he stepped in at my company Christmas party. That’s in May…
Oh and my tattoo appt is 2 days before im called. Fuck me…
Im not ready for this. Its all way too much right now.