Wow wow wow in Journal

I guess my subconscious was right. I fought for it, I trusted it, I asked for it, and it delivers.
Who needs God?
I feel so good- ok n top of the world. Other than our son is sick rn, nothing could be better.
I told DH about my dream of the dead bodies. I warned him about the meaning, and I was assertive, angry, gentle, empathetic, clear, sympathetic, and kind. He took it so well. Better than I ever could have hoped. He was almost skipping the next morning. I asked a few times- “wow, you’re chipper! What’s going on?”
I won’t go into details about what he did or agreed to or said. It was vulnerable, beautiful, scary, and intimate. Probably the most intimate moment we’ve ever had, and I will cherish it forever. Maybe because it was our first. I think it is a prelude to our future. A breakthrough that I will probably always have with me. I want to burn it into my heart and soul.
I can’t remember anything so meaningful in my life. I realize now, as I’m typing, that this is exactly what I wanted, needed, deserved. I am providing that which I most dearly wish I had. I remember hearing from Stef that this is the most meaningful thing any of us could hope to accomplish in this life. I think he was correct.