-.- in Phoenix Rises Again

I’m in such an I’ll contented mood right now and I don’t even know why. I’ll be driving again in about a week. I should be happy. This is the missing piece of the puzzle. Now I can work again and regain my independence. I think I just woke up on the wrong side of the poorly made twin mattress.

I miss Jay. One of his bandmates is joining a different band. The wrong one. Dont really care to support him anymore.

Went on one really bad not date where the girl complained the whole time, was rude to the waitstaff, and insulted me for being bi instead of lesbian. Dating is just feeling like a waste of time tbh.

Just sitting around waiting for my life to start has got me depressed. I need to be out of this house. Gotta make doctors appointments, finish my resume, do my telemetry class, get a Tb scan, reschedule my CPR course. I wish it was warmer and my whole body didn’t itch.

I’m just in a bad mood and I want it to stop. grumbles